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Weekends are just Incrediable
10.31.04 (7:35 am)   [edit]
ahhh I love weekends so much. I cna pack so much dman fun into a few days. Wohoo. Last night I went to a party at my friends house. It was a toga party(my idea) And everyone looked fucking awesome I must say. We had champagne and beer and played kings which is one of my fav drinknig games. I mostly hung out with Katie and Hannah and I'm so glad. I always tohught they were such kick ass lil rocker chicks or sumthin I dunno. But we went to the market by my frinds house and everyone was outside just walking around in costumes. I swear Halloween is just an excuse for girls to wear underwear in public or sumthin. Anyway we met soem random ppl with weed which was nice. S owe smoked and I was drunk poppin squats in ppls yards and public properties jsut every where. It was a good fucking night. Then there was a bunch of drama but nothing to bad boys fuck things up soo yea. I write randomly whe nI remeber About this tihng. Tongiht I'm going trick or treating( i will never be too old) Im going as the bad conscience(devil) my fridn is going as an angel (good conscience) and my other friend is going to be the confused person. Yea it should be fun maybe we will find a party.

Katie
 
06.30.04 (11:48 am)   [edit]
and all in my life is going great. I would not be able to survive through the school year if there wasn't summer to look forward too. I knew this summer would be great and it had lived up to all my expectations. Wo hoo its effin summer !!!!!!!!!!!!

Katie
lalalalalalala SUMMER!!!!! !lalalalalalalalala I LOVE IT! lalalalalala lalalalalala SUMMER!!! lalalalalalalalalalalal
 
04.26.04 (5:05 pm)   [edit]
damn i hate to be such a girl but i sure hope i get a guy this summer. yeah not much to say umm: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

Katie
 
04.16.04 (6:41 pm)   [edit]
\\\':X\\\'ANGER \\\':x\\\'

1. Who did you last get angry with? my shitty ass school
2. What is your weapon of choice? anything that cna be thrown
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? if it was deserved
4. How about of the same sex? as long as i could hit them harded than they could me
5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? mr. stoddard?
6. What is your pet peeve? people woh ar't genuine
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? i dont think i keep them. if i do its on acccident

\\\':lol\\\'SLOTH\\\':lol \\\'

1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you didn't do? homeowrk
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? 4:30
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: my sister, ms linda
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? just kidding
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? Yeah alot last summer
6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? never
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? 2 every morning

\\\'8)\\\'GLUTTONY\\\'8)\ \\'

1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? chai tea
2. Meat eaters: chicken and steak? chicked fried steak
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? 1/2 pint of vodka
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? if only i had money
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? not really i could lose a few pounds but im not gonna make an effort
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? chips are my downfall
7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, "LUNCH"?wow just.......wow

\\\':wink:\\\'LUST\\\':wi nk:\\\'

1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? fully naked 0 penises 3
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family?)0
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender during a normal conversation? i guess so
4. Have you "done it"? Nope sometimes i wonder if im gonna die a virgin
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? man hips woot woot
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? no but ppl confuse me with a prostutite dman livini in the city cant evne walk down the street in peace
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? i dont really havce the need right now but whe ni do i will

\\\':twisted:\\\'GREED\\\ ':twisted:\\\'


1. How many credit cards do you own? none
2. Whats your guilty pleasure store? i dont feel guilty for were i shop
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? Take care of college buy my dad a house and cool car
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? rich
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?hell yea i cna make just about anything fun
6. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? none cause my computer is a dork


\\\':arrow:\\\'PRIDE\\\': arrow:\\\'


1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? good question
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? no idea
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? have a happy perfect family
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? im exicited hwen i get 2nd place
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors?i dont enter contests
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score?all the time
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? didnt get any demerits that i know of

\\\':cry:\\\'ENVY\\\':cry :\\\'

1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? lil ofthis lil of that but basically im happy with what i got
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? some famous chick i saw on oprah she had good taste
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?me but a richer me
4. Have you ever been cheated on? I've never been in the position to be cheated on
5. Have you wished you had a physical feature different from your own? someitmes
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself?bigger boobs
7. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? Lust
 
04.16.04 (6:32 pm)   [edit]
freindships. i am really friendly to everyone and i think theres very few people i dont like (granted the ppl i dont like i really really cnat stnad) but i dont really have many firneds. I have people i talk to but thats all. And i have no guy friends or friends that i havent met in school . thatm akesm e feel like i should start a sport but i dont like sports nad i dont want ot waste my life doping things i dont enjoy. But friendshpi is one of the most important things and i don't have much. granted the close friends i have are the greatest people i kno thers not many and i often feel lonely cuz of it. i think im too picky with those i choose ot be my friends,

Katie
 
04.16.04 (6:27 pm)   [edit]
I feel so bad about not writing for such a long time but I've tried and for w/e reasons it hasn't worked. i'm not even going to try to fill in all thats been going on. But like my title says I have way too much time to think . i'm such a young person and at 15 i already have soem many regrets in my life.I'm a hipocrite. Things that I think are important and valuable and needed I don't do. Like io think family is one of the most important things in life and all i wanna do when i grow up is have this happy lil family. i want my kids to have aunts and uncles and grandparents but right now I don't see that happening. I dont ever see my brothers and sister and that kills me. It hurts me so much that I don't see them . And my neice and nephew they are sooo important ot me and I NEVEr see them, But i figure my brothers and sis dont want to see me becuase they dont make contact. But thne again neither do i. Also I havnet spoken to my mom for about a year and a halkf now. That tears atm y heart incredibly. Jess asked me once when i have kids if i want them to know my mom and honestly i sont. I dont want ot be one of the parents that hides things from theri kids bu my mom isnt a person to know. She has the biggest heart oyu cna iamgie but besides that i cnat stand her.so not being close to my family is one of my regrets. Another one is going ot an all girl privat skool. It;s really been hitting me lately that i am never going to go back to high school. these years are it and 'im not going to get another another experince. I get really sad alot of times knowing that i will never go to the typical high schoooll and have that experincee. I regret it almsot every day. also i regret not doing anything about my body. i;m not happy with it yet i dont do anything to try and change it. Thats one of my biggest problems if im not happy with sometihng i just let it go i never try to change it. I tihnk im too laid back sometimes for that reason. i think im done bitching for now

Katie
 
Fortune Cookie haha
02.19.04 (6:03 pm)   [edit]
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Bowling for Columbine
02.15.04 (7:05 pm)   [edit]
If you ever get the chance, watch that movie. It opened my eyes. wow I'm just blown away. I don't agree with everything the movie is saying but damn its crazy. watch it be moved -Bowling for Columbine-

-Katie
 
Happy Single's awareness DAy
02.14.04 (9:27 pm)   [edit]
bored..
1. What is your full name? ummm anoymous random girl
2. Nicknames: K to tha 80
3. Birthday:Jan 1 1989
4. Age: 15
5.Sex:yes please
6. Where do you live? Baltimore MD
7. What school do you attend? MHS BABY! Whores on the hill, you know it ;)
8. Siblings and their ages? haha this question is too much for me ricky 19 chris 18 daniel 16 megan 18
9. lefty or right: lefty im damned to hell
10. Have any pets? kitty
11. What are they? a cat
*********YOUR LOOKS*********
12. Hair color: dark brown
13. Eye color: changes between brown and green
14. Height: 5'9
15. Do you wear contacts? yes indeedy
16. Do you have a tattoo? getting one...
17. Do u have any piercing? Yea my ears wanna get my belly button
18. Do you wear any rings? nope
19. Do you have a certain fashion you follow? whatever i think looks good and cheap
**********JUST LATELY**********
20. How are you today? fine and dandy how bout you
21. What pants are you wearing right now? black ones
22. What shirt are you wearing right now? a gray one my clothes are hot woot woot
23. What does your hair look like at the moment? a big mess on top my head mercy style
24. What are you listing to right now? mix cd jess mae fer me
25. What was the last thing you ate? a piece of pineapple ( it tastes really good in tea try it)
26. How is the weather right now? fucking freezing! its cold as a witch's tit
27. Last person u talked to on the phone:haha my dad
28. Last Dream you can remember: my brother broke inot my house
29. Who are you talking to right now? my man whore
**********More about YOU*****************
30. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 9675-cell 1809-home
31. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? red
32. Have you ever almost died? no
33.Do you like the person that sent u this?
34. How do you eat an Oreo: pull apart eat one side at a time the one with the leaast frosting first
35. What makes you happy? alot-o- things
36. What's the next CD you are going to buy? I burn CDs! Am i not american?
37. What religion/denomination are you? i was baptized catholic but im not practicing and i dont want to be catholic anyway
38. What's the best advice ever given to you? ive gotten alot
39. Have you ever won any special awards? no im a under acheiver
40. Do you like school? hate it
41. Do you like to dance? Yes but not in front of ne1
42. Whats the worst sickness you ever had? stupid stomach virus this winter i couyldnt eat and thatwas hell
43. What's the stupidest thing u've ever done? im just a big pile of dumb
44. What's your favorite memory? i cant rember shit
45. Whats one thing about yourself you'd change? im a girl so my weight
46. Where do you shop the most? anywhere
47. How many kids do you want to have? 2 or 3 cant wait
48. Your Son's name would be? whatever his dad;s is
49. Your Daughter's name would be? dunno
50. Do you do drugs? naw, to expensive lol
51. Do you drink? alchol is da devil
52. What kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? suave woot woot cheapness
53. What sport do you hate the most? call of them
54. What are you most scared of? not getting married and having this happy life
55. How? how what? huh?

wtf 55 then 66?...

66. Do you believe in Love at first sight? i belive in lust at first sight
67. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? nope, never have
68. Do you have a crush? no
69. Who is your crush?
70. Did you send this to your crush?
71. Where would you like to go on your honeymoon?anywhere as long as there was alot of sun
72. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? smile
73. Longest crush: haha like 2 months mayb
74. Are you shy to ask someone out? not shy scarred shitless
75. Do you find yourself attractive? nope

These numbers all all fucked up i swear...

78. Boxers or briefs:boxers
79. Long or short hair: who cares? long-ish
80. Curly or straight: curly
81. Tall or short: taller than me
82. Six pack or muscular arms? both
83. Accent? how cheezy

grr numbers.....

101. Cats or Dogs: kittens n puppies
102. Mud or Jell-O wrestling: Mud wrestling
103. Vanilla or Chocolate: vanilla
104. Skiing or Boarding: boarding
105. Day or night: night
106. Cake or pie: pie yummmm
107. Silver or gold: silver
108. Diamond or pearl: diamonds
109. sunset or sunrise: sunset fuck i cant wake up early enuff to see the sunrise
******Your FAVS******
110. Color: hot pink
111. Food: anything edible i'll eat it
112. Candy: fererro rochers
113. Beverage: root beer
114. Ice Cream : everything except fudge swirl
115. Sport: the couch
116. Animal: the kind at parties...lol
117. Fave type of music? all kinds
118. Station: 99.1 99.5 92.3 100.7 umm alot of them
119. Song: Into You
120. Band: Tenacious D of course
121. Number: 357
122. Fav. Actor or actress:Jhonny Depp(i liked him b4 pirates) and umm i dunno
123. Fav day of the year? uhhh none
124. Fav TV Show: The OC
125. Store: platos closet
126. Scent: victorias secret passionate kisses
127. Game: strip poker jk
128. Saying: ummmm lots o them too
~~~Have you EVER~~~
129. Loved someone so much it made you cry? yes
130. Smoked? ciggs
131. Drank? evil evil
132. Ever gotten dumped? no
133. Broke the law? yea
134. Ran from the cops? FUCK YEA!
135. Stole something? no
136. Tried to kill yourself? thats a stupid question...
137. Made yourself throw up? so is that one...
138. Skip school: no
139. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? o hell yea im a professinoal
 
grrrrr
02.08.04 (7:10 pm)   [edit]
omg i had a horible stomach virus and i couldnt eat anything for like 4 days. that was truly hell. My first meal tasted sooooo good. I was in school like 1 or 2 days last week cuz of me being sick and snow and stuff. i was really sad bcuz I missed the read through for midsummer. Also because of the snow the first rehersal was rscheduled and I didn't know so I missed it. I wont miss it tommarow though. that would be really bad if i did.i really need to write more. i wish tblog had a reminder system of something.

love ya mean it
Katie
 
hate this computer it fucking sux.
01.25.04 (12:44 pm)   [edit]
Exams are over. Thakn god! I think I only failed two. That's pretty good considering I didn't really study for any of them. ooops. Anyways I 've been trying to update but It hasnt been working. ummmm my weekend was pretty good. On friday me caitlin and corinna watched the wizard of oz and drank hot choclate. yumm. thne yesterday I made some really good biscoitti. (i 'm really hungry come to think of it.) Afterwards I went with Jackie to get her belly button peirced. I wanted to get mine done too but you needed a birth certificate and photo id and an adult with them. Geez I didn't know it was that big of a deal. I'm glad I go to watch someone get it done b4 I got mine. I ended up spending the night at Jackies. Her boyfriend and his fried came over. Then all of us and jackies sisters just kinda chylled. I wish I had siblings that lived with me. It's really boring living in a houose with no one your age.ummm today i just amde some collages and stuff. i hope we get alot of snow tonite so no school on monday. ewww i have my first gym class tommarow ewww

****Katie****
 
This day was a disappointment
01.15.04 (4:28 pm)   [edit]
First we didnt have school off. w/e I was expecting that anyway. But then we didnt even have two hours late. grrrr. Anyways ummmm not much to say.
 
Im doing the happy dance
01.10.04 (7:02 pm)   [edit]
Right now I am super happy. yay! I got a part of the play. and from what I cna tell I have a decent aomunt of lines. Im so excited for the readthrew. I think it will be on Monday hmm i need to ponder that. Ummso last night me corinna nad caitlin went ot eat and then we walked to caitlins just to chill for a bit.we were all in the mood to go to a party but we couldnt find one. wow the walk to caitlins house was so friggin cold. i'm such a dumbass for going outside. clematines(sp?) are good :)
Katie
 
If only I had balls for winter to suck upon
01.08.04 (6:57 pm)   [edit]
Have I even mentioned how much I hate winter? It's to friggin winter-ish. Did you hot topic has stuff for babies? There is like lil romones shirts and social distortion one-sies its crazy man. omg They had strawberry shortcake soap on a rope that is awesome. Ther was als oa hat that was red with green leaves on the top omg. My one and only obssesion is Strawberry Shortcake. Anyways....cast list go up tommarow i'm nervous. (':?')Katie
 
Auditions
01.07.04 (3:02 pm)   [edit]
Yeah so yesterday I auditioned for Midsummer. I was the secondp erson ot og so I didn't have time to read over the piece first. I did really bad . I kept stammering and essing up words (damn shakespeare). But Mr.Stoddard said I get better and better everytime. I translate that into I don't suck as much as I did. Me and Mr.stoddard were talking about my audition later and he said that I did very good and when I told him i didnt think I did he said tht was up for him to decide. I guess that's good. Corinna said that the play wouldnt be the same w/o me. That was nice. I really hope i get into this play. It seems to be a good one. Wish me luck!
Katie
 
grr Questions
01.04.04 (4:58 pm)   [edit]
Why can't I be happy with two parents who love me? Why can't I love my mother? WHy? grr it pisses me off. She obviously loves me. But I just can't love her. WHY!!!!! She is so nice to me but all I do is nothing. I don't even speak to her. godamnit I need therapy. The most pathetic part of this is I don't evne know who I could talk to this about (friends wise). This has been a really sucky winter break. :( Coco is back from Cali though so mayb we will hang out. It's always g/ts when we hang out

(':?:')Katie
 
Sick of or in Az?
12.30.03 (5:00 pm)   [edit]
Ugh So sorry I haven't written forever. I had the flu and thne I went to arizona for christmas.It was boring. I didnt do anything except visit my grandparents and go out to eat. I stayed with my aunt and uncle and that;s just not good times. I hate how my aunt talks to me and my uncle is just a fucking weirdo. Now my bday is coming up and I'm really happy because birthdays are yay but I'm going to be spending my new years pet sitting. Plus Gwno was going to keep my company but she said she couldn't .so bascially now my new years is gonna suck! grrrrrrrrrrr Maybe it wont. That would be really sad.
Katie
 
I Wanna Crawl Into A Hole Until Tommarow is Over
12.18.03 (6:47 pm)   [edit]
GRRRRRRR at the last day of school before christmas ( or winter if i wanna be politically correct about it) I have a stupid lab due that I don't understand and my teacher definatly didn't explain AT ALL! Not that her explaining would help any becuase it just confuzes the hell out of me more. Plus I have to hand in this essay tommarow that was due two months ago. Now I know why I didnt do it in the first place. ITS A PAIN IN THE ASS!!!!!!! And like 5 ppl are onlnie so no one cna help me. Im so grrfull but typing this actually did help me feel better. ahh now Only if it could be saturday :)

Katie
 
Remnants of Yesterday
12.17.03 (6:23 pm)   [edit]
haha That sounds like a song title. Yeah well yesterday after i posted my brother Chris called. He kept asking me why I didn't talk to mom and that I should call her. The only reason I could come up with for not calling her was that "it's easier"So we kept saying the same things for awhile and then he said yeha well you shoul call me even tohugh you probly wont. Then we exchanged our goodbyes. i was upset for awhile.Because i missed my brothers so much and I would really like to have a mother just not the one that was given to me. But I'v learned ot get over things quickly. today was a good day. No one pissed me off or made me sad and I had alot of g/t's laughing. Hmm I need to get REALLY happy again though.
 
My cow died...
12.16.03 (4:58 pm)   [edit]
so I don't need your bull. haha I've been saying that alot lately im sure all those ppl around me r getting tired of it. Ugh(':evil:') I tried to finish my christmas shopping tonight . I really thought I was going to .I went ot Ikea and dude that store is awesome! I got like hlaf my presents there. Then I went ot the mall to try and find something for Michelle and I was getting so fu'king frustrated i could not find a thing. So now I'm in a foul mood. I still have to get my niece, my dad ,and michelle something.

Katie
 
Im So Happy I could Eat A pile of Smurfs
12.15.03 (4:48 pm)   [edit]
:D:roll:') He called me! He called me! and i just gave him my number last night. Yay! I've had a really good day and I've been in a good moob and that's just the cherry on top. yay!


Katie :wink:')
 
I didn't wanna be raped!
12.14.03 (12:56 pm)   [edit]
Yeah so last night me corinna and caitlin went to Towson to see The Elf Movie.Me and Corinna were planning on seeing it since we saw the previews. Anyway we went at the movie sucked so half-way through we left and starting walking around. not many people were because it was cold as shit. Pat was there though and he was going to get us some alchol but when he came back he had just taken three hits of acid so that didn't happen. Then we were walking around some more and these three guys wanted us to get high with thme for free. This made us a lil suspicios (three guys, three girls) and we wern;t about to get raped so we didn't. Corinna's stomach hurt so bad at the end of the night she couldn't even stand up trait. I should call her to see how's shes feeling. O good job ppl who caught hussein (i can't spell)

':arrow:;)Katie
 
No Messages Make Me Sad
12.10.03 (4:23 pm)   [edit]
Had a glitter fight today in free with Arf. That was some g/t. ppl always make me out to be the troulbe maker but I'm not! Yay I saw Finding Nemo today. I am so behind the times haha. It was cute but didn't live up to it's hype. hmm what else? oh yeah dad didnt flip about the two warning cards.I was debating of whether to forge or actually show them. Yay he didnt flip!
Katie :D
 
Correct Answer= Tbucks
12.08.03 (5:00 pm)   [edit]
:lol:first one to instant message me the correct title and artist of the song gets 30 tbucks!
my im name is mypinkshoelace

lyrics:I've been sittin' here
Tryin' to find myself
I get behind myself
I need to rewind myself
Lookin? for the payback
Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
And now I feel like number one
Yet I'm last in life
I watch my younger son
And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name
They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck me
It's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay
To be some big shot like I am
Outskirt stands and one night stands
Still I can't find love
And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around

And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around

People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone....I've been gone for way too long
Maybe I forgot all things I miss
Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many times
And I still stand firm
You get what you put in
And people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine
No I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin'
I've been walking down that line
So I think i'll keep on walking
With my head held high
 
Cookies and Stuff
12.08.03 (4:26 pm)   [edit]
I'm baking cookies! yay! go cookies! mmm they smell so good baking. Like anyone cares im making sugar,oatmeal raisen,these king with jelly, and choclate chip. When I bake I start to think. but anyways I think I should write a book about my experiences being raised by a guy I mean I basically know how guys think and what they really want from a girl from overhearing their discussions< many of thme are going through divorces right now>. also they have taught me how to be pratcial. But we cant forget the golden rule: All mens are pigs! Well thats my randomnees of the day



Katie